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Kaera-Neko
Rasmus
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Sweden
Hello, visitor of my page!

I am KaeraNeko, a depressed optimist, musician and artist.
If I somehow seem scary to you, you’ve completely misjudged me, since I am a really huggable and nice person. I never resort to evil solutions of problems, and I’m a bit of a martyr.

I am a big reader of manga, and I watch pretty much anime too, I haven't watched anime all that much in a while now, but I've started reading manga to make up for it.

For my full preferences in anime and manga, visit >my Myanimelist-page<.^^
My all-time favorite anime is probably Toradora though. Feel free to give me tips on what to watch, by the way! :D

I’m also a somewhat avid gamer and a musician. My favorite videogames are as follows (in no specific order):

Final Fantasy
Kingdom Hearts
The Legend of Zelda
Professor Layton
ICO & Shadow of the Colossus

I as of today don’t have a list of what videogames I’ve played, but I’d really like a MyVideogamelist. ;P

As music goes, I play the violin, ocarina, guitar, base guitar and keyboard. I know the basics in drumming and have tried trombone a couple of times. I’m pretty sure I can learn to play most everything. :3

As for my taste in music, I listen to most everything I have a >playlist on YouTube with music I like<, check it out if you'd like.^^

And hey, now that you’re here, why not check out my gallery? (selfless promotion, woo)

:iconneverwintercomics: <- That’s a group where I post comics occasionally, so give it a look or whatever.

>:3
Interests
I haven't really uploaded anything in quite some time (something I seem to mention in all of my journals, and I am sorry about that), besides from that one poem, and I think my notifications are at an all time high. I think I'm gonna upload a whole bunch of stuff at once, just for the hell of it. I've studied creative media for a year and a half now and seeing as some of my pictures turn out really well, why haven't I put anything up here yet?

I honestly am pretty mediochre at drawing most of the time, I have a lot of more confidence in writing and, as it turns out, photography. Writing is creating just as much as drawing is, but writing is more like describing a drawing inside of your head, which I find to be a lot easier than getting a drawing out of your mind, through your arm, out to the tip of your fingers, through the pencil and out on a paper. Right now my drawings are more like writings, you can see what they are, but they are only there to be seen for what they are, rather than to look good. I envy all of you artists out there who were born with the ability to make masterpieces, or those of you who have worked really hard to achieve it, because I will most likely never join your ranks, as I simply do not have the dicipline or energy to improve my skills through hard work.
I envy you, and I respect you deeply.

Photography is more like writing than drawing, as you describe a part of the world from an angle, which might be why I feel better at it than drawing. You don't need to create the universe from scratch when you take a picture. I don't mean to make light of photographers, but to me painters are like gods, while I am a chronicler.


This is probably a redundant wall of text, but I love making redundant walls of text. If I could somehow make floors and ceilings of text, I'd have a literal mansion by now. A very redundant mansion...

But I am straying from what I really want to write, that is also a thing that contributes to redundancy. Redundancy doesn't even sound like a word anymore, does it? Re-dun-dan-cy... You're welcome.

<big>Anyway,</big> I'll try and upload a bunch of my chronicles of the world later, I'm just gonna go and have some dinner first. We'll see if I come through or not, because even though I have written twice in this thing already that I am going to upload the photos (make that three times), I tend to often go back on my word. A quality that is not admirable, and that I am not sure if it's entirely my own fault, or how the world has shaped me. It's not my way of the ninja. :iconbelieveitplz:


My emotions have been a really wild ride the last few months for a bunch of reasons, including (but not limited to) the break-up of my three year long relationship with one of the best persons that I know (we are still friends) and my days vary between 'just above tolerable' to 'why was I ever born?' There are things that I need to take care of and sort out, but every single conflict feels like exposing my neck to a pack of starved wolves, even though that isn't even remotely close to being the case. I talked to a psychiatrist a couple of weeks ago, and found out for sure that I have depression, and also social phobia, which would explain why I'm feeling this way.

(Here, I took a break for dinner, so now I can't blame forgetting about it anymore...)

I am probably blowing many of my problems out of proportion, but it can't be helped, I'm just wired this way. Thinking about a certain one makes it feel like a swarm of butterflies with razor sharp teeth, trying to gnaw their way out of my chest. It's not like it's anything new to me, but I don't remember it being this bad before. Hopefully, I'll be able to do something about them once I gather up enough guts to confront what is causing them. It terrifies me, though. I hate these kinds of things, and in the past I've usually just avoided them. :iconscaredplz:


Anyway, yeah, I am probably this abstracted when I speak as well... Time to upload some photos, I guess...
  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: Super Hexagon OST
  • Reading: The Trial
  • Watching: Torchwood
  • Playing: The Binding of Isaac: Rebirth
  • Eating: veggies
  • Drinking: bluuuuud

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Did you just...? by Kaera-Neko
Did you just...?
Photo taken by David Malmliden, my media teacher, I was completely unsuspecting.
I must say that I do actually look quite photogenic, and my hands are very feminine... ._.
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Hey, I actually did upload a bunch of stuff! Who'd've thunk? More to come. :)
Exactly My Cup of Tea by Kaera-Neko
Exactly My Cup of Tea
Because it literally is...
I don't do coffee. Well, at least not yet.

Nothing really special about this picture, except the depth of field. :)
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Toad on the Road by Kaera-Neko
Toad on the Road
He was not in any hurry to move to safety, so I lifted him up after taking some pictures and carried him to the side of the road.
He was really cold and slimy, so I pushed him onto a receipt before lifting him, because I'm such a wimp... ._.
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Enlightenment Meets Romance by Kaera-Neko
Enlightenment Meets Romance
The town hall in Östersund. I am very fond of the stray lens flare. :)

There used to be a chimney where the sun is, but I lighted it away with the power of science... and a little bit of GIMP.
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:iconaenea-jones:
Aenea-Jones Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
:iconemptyspaceplz:
:iconlainloveplz: :iconeufrosis: :icongrin--plz: :iconthxwatchbubbleplz: :iconeufrosis:  :iconlainloveplz:
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kazumitakashi Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks by kazumitakashi  
                 for the fave ! <3
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CU-sketcher Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hej, gillar du också Neverhood?
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:iconkaera-neko:
Kaera-Neko Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Ja, det vill jag väl påstå att jag gör. :)
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:iconcu-sketcher:
CU-sketcher Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
vad kul! jag e ett stort fan av det

hur länge har du gillat det?
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:iconkaera-neko:
Kaera-Neko Featured By Owner Jan 16, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Sen första gången jag spelade det. :) 
En kompis lånade mig ett demo av det när jag gick i ettan, där man bara fick spela igenom första byggnaden, och sen kanske en annan också, minns inte vilken. Några år senare fick jag reda på att min gudfar hade den fulla versionen av det, så jag lånade det av honom och spelade det. Jag var rätt så ung och kunde inte lista ut vad man skulle göra på alla ställen, så det var inte förrän jag gick i femman som jag lyckades spela ut det. :P
Jag har en stor förkärlek för point-&-click-spel, och jag är ganska säker på att jag har The Neverhood att tacka för det. :3
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Solupus90 Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the watch!
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:iconkaera-neko:
Kaera-Neko Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome.

Dum da dum doi doi. :)
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Solupus90 Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Hehe I love this song ^^
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zvezdnyy Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Sorry it took so long to get back to you about the art trade! Easter craziness ahaha... I'd gladly do one with you, but I have a few lined up already. I'll let you know when the others are done if you'd like ^ ^
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